SO HANOiiNG!

today i remember one of the reasons why i don't wear dresses anymore. damn me for wearing a dress, the only thing left in the closet b/c im too lazy to do my laundry today. but fuck it, i'll wear whatever i feel like. but it's still very hanoiing...

very hanoiing (grrrrrrrrr)

• old vietnamese men who love to stare
• young vietnamese men who love to stare
• bank manager (read: men) who somehow magically manages to find my cell phone number--fuckkkkkk, tell me this shit is illegal here!
• security guard at the supermarket who keep gawking and not staying in their post (i.e. more men)
  

somewhat hanoiing ;P

• my second day of period --a great birthday present from my own body, naturally
• doing my own laundry
• no pencils to stretch or draw
• forgot the feminine mystique at home
• intense berkeley-sick (not homesick)
• insomnia (im writing this at 3am, which is quite early)
• midnite melancholy
• white bare walls of my room
• itchy clothes--did i wash it wrong? or is it the old closet? the bedsheet? no comprendo, i shower at least 2 times a day? why why?
• feels like a stranger with too many heavy secrets

But good things do happen :)

• im still alive
• no diarrhea today
• the internet is working! i guess miracles do happen
  
• NGO guess speakers, such nice n passionate people
  
• bia hoi afterwards
• hapro (a supermarket nearby) has KETCHUP! woooohooo!
• finally pick up my ATM card
• AIMed with steven
• bought cereal, real actual cereal
• finally feeling sleepy...